Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Finding My Way

     Yes, we all know Auburn lost this past weekend.   I am aware of this fact, my whole family is alabama fans and they like to remind me of that.  I HATE getting on facebook when it's iron bowl week, because statuses are just so obnoxious.  They're all about insulting each other school's- but the sad thing is, most of the people that do this haven't attended either one of the schools, so how would they know?  As you probably know, I used to be a bama fan.  Basically I only wanted to go to Auburn because of the vet school, but once I visited I couldn't help but to fall in love.  I loved the friendliness, the beautiful campus, and just the atmosphere of the place.  It just feels like home here. Hence why I am an Auburn fan now... not because of the football team, but because I love this place and my Auburn family.

      During halftime, we performed part of our halftime show together with the Million Dollar Band.  During practice they weren't really too talkative, I'm not sure if it was because they didn't walk to talk to us or maybe it was because they had to be up so early.  But anyways, there were about 800 people on the field together!!  You know, even though I have hated band practices, I'm really sad that I won't get to see the band almost everyday.  I've had such a great time and all of the hard work has been worth it.  We should find out which bowl game we're going to go soon.  I would love to go to the Music City Bowl in Tennessee!!  But I'm guessing that we might get the Chick-Fil-A Bowl in Atlanta- anywhere we go I'm sure that we will have a great time together.  I already can't wait until next year!  I don't know what I'm going to do with all of this free time! But I'm sure I'll find something :)

     As for my last week during the semester, I'm finding it difficult to stay motivated since I know that I don't need my chemistry class anymore.  I know the gpa will still matter, but I just have zip interest in the subject and I'm terrible at it.  Yesterday I went to talk to another career counselor to discuss possible options.  After that, I went to go talk to the social work department to ask questions and such.  The lady that was over the department was wearing a sock monkey hat and I wanted to laugh but I didn't think that'd be appropriate :) I still don't know if I want to be a social worker.  I know that I like to help people and give advice, but I'm just so unsure with what I want to do anymore.  I finally was able to change my schedule- it's a little awkward because of all of the spaces between classes, but I'll take it!  I'm still going to take Organismal biology because I'm not sure if any of the lower ones are open and I know that I have a good teacher.  I'm also still going to take Ethics and Health Sciences.  Besides those, I'm taking Sociology, Psychology, and Introduction to Social Work (to help me find out if that's what I want to do!).  Besides intro to social work, those are all pretty general so maybe I won't be wasting any credits if I decide to switch over to a different major.  I'm so tired of being unsure- it bugs me.  I like to know my path and have a sense of stability, and now I don't have that but I'm just going to have to hang it out and see where my future takes me!!

     You know, God has perfect timing (gotta keep reminding myself on that).  Just when I started to think that I was alone here, God provided friends for me.  I can tell that good things are happening because of Lakeview Baptist.  Slowly but surely, I am gaining friends and a church family.  These are the positive people that I need in my life- they help to keep me on the right track.  It's just really a blessing :')

     So I don't really know why I'm about to write about this in a blog post (actually I do know why- it just ticks me off!!!)but there is a thug that works in the dining hall close to where my dorm is.  Whenever a girl buys food at the counter and walks off, he turns his head and stares at her butt (and makes it super obvious).  I'm not talking about just one girl- it's every girl that walks by.  He doesn't even say a word when you buy food.  Whenever I walked by after I bought my lunch, I knew that he was going to look.  I really just wanted to stare straight back at him to let him know that he was busted- but he just gives me the creeps.  But really, I wish he would have a little respect and keep his eyes to himself! Ugh.

    
     
  

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